But you asked me why I am here
Wasting my time, brought my eyes to a tear
Though today I am feeling very lazy and sad
Wishing I could just go outside, ahhhh!!!
it makes me so mad!
You seem like a really nice sort of girl or guy
And I seem like this sister who is trying to pry
I just want to get to know all my friends from here
From the time I have left, far and near.
Sometimes these words just come up in my head
Not sure how to handle them, it will be over though when I'm dead.
I called a friend of mine and she said to me,
Don't be sad my sister, soon you will be free.
She said, today I found out my relative died
And for her relative's children's sake, they lied.
The children did not understand the meaning of death and just basically said,
He's gone, underground, deep buried, he's dead.
I felt so sad for them as I did not know what to say
She said just say a prayer and please visit me and stay
I told her if I was feeling ok one day I will
Ask my family to drive me up or fly as I lie still.
I think I am running out of words to describe my day
So please forgive me guys and I'm here to stay
For another day or so to even a week
To a month, after month I hope I will not be called a computer geek.
Thank you my friends for reading my words as I put them into a rhyme.
Uh uh I'm out of time.
As I came into this place with a tear in my eye
I knew by reading the new rules that it was time for me to say goodbye.
This place is not for a sister like me to post
Because you guys might think that I like to boast.
I will try to find something else to do
To keep myself busy and not feel so blue.
I think I will try to join another board or two
Not sure which one, have to choose, I can't decide can you?
I read the new rules and said Okay
I will spend my time in worship and pray
Making dhikr to Allah and remember Him well
Do not forget Him or I shall go to Hell.
I think of the past of what I have done
I think of how if Allah asks of all the good I have I'll say none.
I hope to turn over a new leaf
To worship Allah ya-latif
A brand new start from beginning to end
Hearts are broken, hard to make amends.
I do not know what else to say,
As tears form in my eyes I pray
O Allah forgive me please
Help me and others and do not tease
Do not laugh at each other's faults
Do not store up your wealth in a huge vault.
This will be my last post of the day
Last post forever I cannot stay
Thank you everyone for making my stay feel warm
Now I must go you may email me and alarm.
You may reach me at some place you know
Please forgive me if you think im slow
Not sure what else to do,
I doubt that will happen, I feel like to sue.
The doctors do not do much except expect money
When I tell them they'll be rewarded in Heaven, they say please do not try to act funny.
Just give us the dough and we'll be on our way
Once we get what's ours, you'll get yours and we'll pray.
So I said ok, I just hope you do not go astray.
They said you'll be okay and we'll be fine
You'll be remembered in your name as a shrine.
Doctors don't know much for my condition,
They keep saying its a virus bels palsy as if it was a repetition.
I know I am running out of words to express
Now I shall go as I finish this address
Thank you all for being so kind
Thank you all for not being blind
Goodbye for now but not forever
Someday, we'll see each other again, sisters we'll be together!
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