I went to the beach today,
I hope,There was no fitnah out there I pray
All my relatives pointed to the lake that way,
jumped in the water and said HEY
My kids had so much fun,It was warm, and hot in the sun.
A nice water splash to cool you on down,
While my nieces were making a funny face clown.T
hey did not want to get out of the water just now,
I told my kids do not have a cow.
They started to laugh and make fun of me,
I said what's your problem, leave me be.
They started pointing at my funny track pants,
I said LEAVE MY PANTS ALONE in my rants.
They giggled and said where is the writing?
I said I took it off cuz of your fighting.
We sat down to eat our food,
It was cold but did not matter, it was good.
The seagulls came to beg please,
The kids threw a bread piece.
The bees were nearby flying,
I said leave my sons alone, cuz they were crying.
That did not matter because everyone looked at me,
Said relax, chill out, enjoy yourself and be free.
I said to them, you do not know the day I had,
A bad day, which turned to worst and made me mad.
They asked me what happened and I said with a sigh,
You would not understand, nor do you care, so why ask why?
They said we're here for you, don't take it the wrong way,
I said you're just saying that, and asking me to stay.
They said no truly we want to know what's wrong,
I said why, so you can tell others, laugh at me, and sing your song.
They said what's wrong with you, what's with you today?
I said the following and they said they would pray.

1) hand got caught in car door,
mom did not see, shut it, and there was more.

2) burned finger while taking out food,
it was a small area, not much dude.

3) head banged against the wall,
it didn't matter cuz no one cared at all

4)finger got a papercut,but mother said it's no big deal
and i said how can you say that? what?

5) hot coffee fell onto my lap and hand,
My father said be quiet, and my mom said dont you understand?

6) kids were out of control, running around,
So many ppl, and looking for their things to be found.

7) It took an hour to get there and an hour back,
Though with all the stopovers, it took 2 hours or so to pack.

So that was my day, I am sure there is more,
But right now I think I am done, and I'm heading out the door.
Kids are asleep, finally tucked in their bed,Read them some stories,
and I feel tired and dead.Unpacked all the things, and put them in the right place,
My body is sore, aching, and so is my face.
But it does not matter, cuz no one really cares,They just worry about them ownselves,
truly unfair.But it's ok...cuz that's apart of life,
That's why I got married and being a duty of a wife.
I must go now, as it is late.
And this is my fate.

Same poem as above,
Dont know why it was repeated,
I guess it was out of love.
My parents came back from my brother's
Asked me if I cleaned up everything and others?
I said everything is fine, kids are asleep,
I read them some stories and they did not make a peep.
They said ok, now it's time for you to go to bed,
Look at your eyes, your health, you'll get sick and be dead.
I said im fine...do not worry about me,
im having my comp time so let me be.
so they said ok...and im sure they'll be back,
if the comp reboots, or does not work, it's them, they'll hack.
ok...that's it for now, peace and goodbye,
no more poems from me tonight, just a huge *SIGH*
no poems are coming up in my head,
I think I need to recharge, refresh, and think on it when I go to bed.
Though I know in the middle of the night,
the words will come up in my head, and I got to write.
Them all down quick before I forget,
The words are jumbled together I bet.
I wish I had a portable notebook computer to type down instead,
I type faster than write with no ink or lead.
I use to write so many poems when I was young,
Then no words came, and now they wont stop, all filling my lung.
I hope the sisters can jam with me,and say ummibrahim_isa, you rock and see
This place is fun with all that we can be.
on my blog board to post,on daily life,
and no boast.I need to go now as my game is on,
I need to mow the lawn.